| I am a God fearing man, but
my weakness was women. I wasn't out there like
you may think. Women at my church and office
would offer me special favors and before you know
it, I was over to their apartment or home hitting
it. Every once and a while I would see something
I wanted to try. My girlfriend and I were sexually
active, but rarely would we do it. She is a
spiritual woman and I respected that and I think
she was intimate with me only because she wanted
to make me happy.
Brothers and
sisters, God is tired of us hurting each other
and using each other for self-gratification. God
has given me my home, my dream car and a
beautiful woman. I've been tithing for 7 years
and I'm the chairman of my Deacon board. When I
told my pastor I had Aids, he could not believe
it because of the way I carry myself.
Brothers, if you
have a sister who loves the Lord and who loves
you for who you are and not for what you look
like and not for what you have, cherish her.
Sisters, if you
have a brother who loves the Lord, love and
cherish him.
My life has been
altered. I'd love to travel and marry this
beautiful lady, but now I can't. I've embarrassed
my family, my church and my friends. But I was
hard headed and now I must suffer.
Ladies, I know
several of you are looking for husbands. Be
careful of the men especially in the church.
Three of my best friends attend to very known
prominent churches in the Atlanta area. They only
go to church to meet women. Church is their meat
market. They put on their very expensive suits,
drive their nice sports utility vehicles and rack
on desperate women.
My buddy John
lives in Stone Mountain and just last week he
slept with (6) different women, (2) married. Be
careful ladies. Don't be that desperate to find a
man. God is cleaning up. Stop playing with Him.
He is revealing our secrets.
We don't have to
have so many "friends" -- the ones we
are planning to sleep with but haven't yet. We
often say that we don't want anyone to know our
business, but God will reveal all. We think so
carnal, but we say that we have been transformed.
We must be real.
God knows that the
opposite sex attracts and He knows the desires we
have for each other, but we don't have to have
multiple partners.
If I could do it
all over again I would marry the woman I love and
live happy forever.
But now I can't!
But you can! It's not worth it.
I love you all!
Get rid of casual sex. If you are single, please
be careful. It is best to find that special
person. Before you sleep with them, make sure you
take an AIDS test together. Get married and trust
in your partner that they would never fool around
on you. Keep Christ in both of your lives.
Regards,
G.
Dying From AIDS
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